Friday, May 27, 2011

Next:

I am officially in the next chapter of my life.
After a 2.5 hour wait at the courthouse, followed by a 5 minute meeting with a judge, I'm officially a single woman again.
Am I sad by this? Slightly. But I have experience a lost happiness the past months, and I have missed that. I missed the slightly goofy, ever smiling, me that I am.

So I'm looking forward to what the future holds for me.
I had a discussion with a cousin last night that put a lot of perspective to my life and goals.
Can you believe I've never had a huge desire to be "insert occupation here"?
I have the mental capacity and drive to be whatever I want. I just don't have the desire to be a corporate ladder climber.
I'm actually really content being a mom and wife and a massage therapist.
I like to learn new things, but not necessarily because I want to apply it to anything other than my own personal knowledge.
I have hobbies, I have things I like to do, but honestly, I'd rather be able to spend time with the girl and take her to do fun and interesting things. I want to teach her to be compassionate (which, I do, the girl has a heart the size of Texas made of gold). I want her to experience different things, not be limited in her interests.
Heck, I love the fact that I took Intro to Auto in high school and can take apart a lawnmower engine and put it back together, I can change my own oil, and I can change a tire.
That doesn't mean I don't like to go get my hair and nails done though.
I like being diversified. I want Kaitlin to be able to have that diversity as well.

And this post really just turned into a brain dump....but that's alright. Because that is who I am.
I am completely random.
I love being around other people.
I love being challenged.
I am fun. I am loyal. I am me. :D

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