Saturday, August 10, 2013

5 weeks pregnant

Holy moly. We are expecting another child. I'm happy and scared shitless. Going through infertility treatments so many years ago, I wished for this day.  Now that it is here, I have trouble believing it is true, that it is going to stick, that I'm really going to be a mom to more than one blessing from God.

The biggest question we have been getting is  "Was it planned?" and other variations that mean the same thing.  Yes, it was.  Did I expect it to happen so quickly, no.

So, because this is going to turn into a tracking of this pregnancy, please feel free to unfollow. I know how hard it can be to share in the happiness of others when you just wish it was you.  That it hurts to read all the reminders of what hasn't happened for you yet.  Please know I am praying for you. As cliche as it sounds, God has a plan for all of us and many things now may not make sense, but perhaps later down the road it will.


So here is to this blessing from God!

Random Things:
Morning sickness- no (Alleluia!) though I do get queasy from time to time.
Physical- My boobs feel huge.
Mental- disbelief, happiness, worry, sadness

First doctor appt isn't until mid-September (WTF?!)
The girl: happy and worried. Trying to make sure I reinforce that I am always going to love her bunches, I will never love her any less than I do now.

1 comment:

  1. Congrats Erin! So happy for you and that you are going to have a second child :). It doesn't really matter how it happened using fertility or not and if you did no shame in it. All that does is that you are pregnant. Congrats again and I can't wait to see more posts about the pregnancy!

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